tsk tsk tsk... after a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnng time without blogging, here I return again... fortunately & unfortunately, many things happened within this month... Long time no talk to Jean already... miss him so much... now he doesn't care about me anymore... sob sob...
Anway, after losing the battle with the Cold-Blooded Animal, I retreated back to Penang. Some people knows my story... others, don't... Well, all was well until my great grandmother (which is my mother's grandmother, or my grandmother's mother, or my great grandmother) fell quite sick of breathlessness and cough. She seemed weaker than before. So, she was admitted into Glenegles Medical Centre. My grandmother, who knew my great grandmother who was sick, travelled out to Penang from Thailand without me knowing it and I was kind of surprised to see her.
My great grandmother was admitted into the hospital on Saturday, 1st of July 2006 and stayed there for about two and a half weeks. In this two weeks, I realised and did a lot of things. Of things I realised really hurt and disappoint me. Someone I have been respecting and adored since I was young did something unacceptable. Of what, I am not permitted to tell. It was quite a tiring, busy and disappointing week. The disappointing news mostly came from the stewpid fellow's family, and I was rejected from ICT from doing Pharmacy there. However, fun was around also. Canoeing... with my friends. Lots of nonsenses all of us did... Then, I went for a hair cut with Zen Chia. Since she was doing rebonding, I got my hair dyed. I wanted it red but Zen Chia opposed... In the end, I asked for the hairstylist's opinion and in the end, I chose red with dark brown. I liked the colour anyway.
Well, towards the end of my great grandmother's stay in the hospital, I helped taking care of her since I do not have anything to do. Then came my uncle Tin Tin from Thailand. They came on Sunday, 9th of July 2006. Then, upon sending them home, my mother suggested that we go to AIMST to ask about the Pharmacy course there. Since I thought I was going to do Pure Chemistry in UTAR, so I was against the idea of going to AIMST. I was reluctant to go because I had in mind that I am not meant to do Pharmacy, and since I missed many episodes of the Hokkien series of Hock Kooi Cai Thi (富贵在天) because of that STEWPID UNCLE, I didn't want to miss this part also.
Well, as usual, I cannot get myself a seat in the Pharmacy programme. I have to undergo the stewpid foundation thingy and qualify for it. After hearing that, I felt that I am doomed. My parents couldn't possibly afford that, and I had prepared to let go of Pharmacy and started builing interest in Pure Chemistry. However, surprisingly, they asked me to decide on it. Now I am in a big dilemma... AGAIN! I hate it... cb! cb! cb! pk! pk! pk! Pharmacy is what I really want to do. Chemistry is my love. Pharmacology is my interest. Medicinal Chemistry is my passion. Pharmacotherapy is my life. However, it would cost me five years to be in SP to become a Pharmacist. I have already wasted three years of my life (2 in form 6, 1 in degree). My close friends are no longer in Penang. Most are in KL... but there is Zen Chia in SP... but she has her own 'family'... P life in KL would be way better compared to SP.
At least if I'm doing Chemistry in UTAR Setapak, then I could visit the CB-Sakai Gang in Cheras, Geok Im in PJ, Jon in Sg Long, and other close ones more frequently. P life would be so much easier and P friends are more there in KL. If I were to go to AIMST, I have a feeling I would be the oldest there. Although there are STPM leavers, there could not possibly be a diploma leaver in the foundation programme. I bet nobody has ever done a degree or got into a degree programme there in the foundation programme also... Stewpid! I'm going to be the old bird there... NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! After much thought, I decided to continue in the Pharmacy line because it is my dream being a Pharmacist. Though I'll be the old one there... though I'll be far from most of my CB-Sakai Family... though I'll be away from Ms. Saw, Ms. Wong and Dr. Thet... though I'll be barred from P life... But I chose this path... even though I may regret...
Then I had to apply to get into the foundation programme, and I had to go back to KL and settle a few things like PTPTN and withdrawal from UCSI! I drove down. Mana tau... dat stewpid cousin of mine needs help to masuk rumah... My plan was to go down KL to settle things as well as to visit several places as I would not be back that frequent anymore. Eh, STEWPID COUSIN, if you have any bad impression on me also I do not care. You are the worst among your siblings! Anyway, leave her aside. Don't spoil this nice blog. I've got many things to write... Way too many... Cannot waste on her! Had dinner wtih the CB-Sakai people on Friday, then yum cha on Sunday. On Monday, I visited Jon in Sg Long. Talked to him for a while only since he was quite busy. Tuesday, settle the stewpid PTPTN thing... Wednesday went sing K and Pasar Malam... as well as visiting Ms. Wong, Ms. Saw and Dr. Thet... Then Thursday came back to Penang. Sunday went to SP, then Monday went to AIMST...
Haiyoh... phai mia bo lang cai... the hostel... really... lame... orientation was boring... as usaul, first day I'm being quite an antisocial... 希望可以认识到华人... second day also quite antisocial... third day at least got socialise a little bit... fooh! quite far behind everybody else... well... it is not as I expected but it is way worse than I expected. Hostel memang teruk macam beruk... Anyway, first few people I knew there were: Soo Huan, Siew Leng, Ada, Alex, Chee Chung, King Ming, Yann Yuan, Phiaw Chong, Ken, Khim Yik, Say Hong, Ravi, Adam, Chevyn, Dinash, Cal, Wei Ci, Kalai, Anis, siapa lagi ah? ah... tak tau lah...


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