一千年以前

AIMST AIMST AIMST... haih... quite a lot of activities... Curricular wise, presentations, tutorials, bla bla bla... Otherwise, went to Tupah, Tanjung Dawai and Lembah Bujang with Ken, King Ming, Michelle, Hui Ci, and Kai Liang... I have been socialising around quite fine though not really at the optimum level. I came to AIMST with a new life, free from P-life. I decided to keep one side of my dual personality a secret in AIMST. I thought of leaving all my past back in KL. I thought nobody in AIMST would know my split personality save Zen Chia... how careless I was to let my sis and bro: Hui Ci & King Ming found out. Initially, I was in fear. I fear that after knowing about my P-life, they would react differently. I had been quite close to King Ming and Hui Ci already and I do not wish for my bond with them to disintegrate but my carelessness betrayed me...

I hate my life now... I'm not enjoying every second of it... I kind of regret coming here to AIMST. EVERYTHING IS LIKE AGAINST ME!!! GET LOST! I WANT TO BE WITH MY FRIENDS WHERE I CAN LIVE FREELY WITHOUT HAVING TO HIDE MY DUAL PERSONALITY!!! I'm feeling down... I'm beginning to hate everything... I hate myself the most! I have such P-Life... Many things go against my will... I couldn't move to my friend's unit... and comes one CBbin (CB face) a.k.a. Magneto a.k.a. Magnet a.k.a. Flying Fox a.k.a. Bird Legs... CB! PK! LC! STEWPID CBkia! USELESS CHRISTIAN... Strong Christian, kononnya... What a disgrace he is to Christianity... The Bible condemn some activities but the Bible does not condemn the people who lived a P-life! hey, CBbin, go back and do your homework before commenting on something ok? It is a disaster, I'm not the only one who finds him irratating. Others include Phiaw Chong's friends, most AIMST Chinese students, Khim Yik, Ken and King Ming. However, the real disaster is, Michelle has good impressions on him... Hey, CIBAIBIN! I tell you, you'll not understand the feelings on those living a P-Life, so don't condemn us! You're going against us! YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND US SO DON'T JUST FOLLOW THE BOOK WITHOUT BEING PRACTICAL!!! CIBAIBIN!

ENOUGH of HIM! if I continue, I would end up giving my laptop screen a knuckle duster! Had I got a chance to fight with him, I would fight till my last breath, even if I were to one being defeated or even if it costs me my life! Such people, NO! Such ANIMALS! hmm... no... Such COLD-BLOODED ANIMALS do not get much respect... least of all from me! Other Christians do not condemn the people, not like you! shame on you! CIBAIBIN! CIBAIKIA! GET LOST!

I want to go back to KL and study there... I miss you all... I love you all!!! NO! I don't want to stay here! I cannot let you all go! I thought I've let go of my friends in KL, CB-Sakais and P-Life in KL... I thought I have made it... but... I can't... I cannot let all of these go... I can't let go... It is all coming back to me... and It brings me back to the past!... Take me back with you... Take Me Home...